why she is my Muse

the visit with my muse
l had waited so long for
was about to end
it was my last day there
and the woman
who inspires me
to write words as these
finally felt good enough
(her struggle with MS
and sleepless nights
makes her so fatigued)
to come out and play
be
my
personal
guide
and show me the sites
while telling me tales
of earlier years
as she and others
traveled by car
from Chesapeake
down roads numbered
168
158
12
for swimming  ~  sunbathing
and dining
with other forms
of entertainment mixed in
along the Atlantic shoreline
those ‘Outer Banks’ …..   stopping
in North Carolina destinations
named
Kitty Hawk
Kill Devil Hills
Nags Head
to name a few …..
…..   eventually  ~  during
our
drive down memory lane
my muse
directed me to pull over
at Mile Post 4
where she decided
we’d have lunch   ~
~   this historical spot
built in 1874
as a Lifesaving Station
manned by a heroic staff
who helped all those
nearby on ships
under duress
at sea
where often
rescuers and crews
were watched over
and warned
by the legendary bird
of which
this place
is now called   ~
The Black Pelican
Oceanfront Restaurant

my muse and I
ate seafood
and drank
a Bloody Mary …..
…..   well me
I lovely looked
into her eyes
as I thought to myself
‘simply spectacular’
about
this time
and place
I was enjoying
with her
as she honored me
with her
passionate
memories
filled with
her zeal for life
though hidden in fatigue
at times
while she struggles
with the affect MS
has on her
mind and body

now you know
why she inspires me
to write
~   why
she is
my Muse ……

Image & Words by   ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

You are there…

my dear
sweet muse
I
often
feel
as if looking
out the porthole
of a ship
near Portsmouth
the place of your birth
where I hope to get
a glimpse
of you standing
at the shore …..   waving
vigorously
to get my attention
before I sail on by

but in reality
this imagining
finds its inspiration
from when
I stood looking
out the door
of the Black Pelican
Restaurant
located on
the Outer Banks

You are there…
I
am here
so much space
between us
I’ve had to learn
to love you
from a distance

I
cherish
the moments
we’ve
shared
when not
a part from
each other
I
remember the day
you jumped in the ocean
with your clothes still on
when you stood
in the open field
with no one else … texting
your son
at the Wright Brothers
National Memorial
and you just had
to buy me that shirt
from BrewThru
so I could officially
share your memories

You are there…
I
am here
so much space
between us
I’ve had to learn
to love you
from a distance
my dear
sweet muse
I
often
feel
as if looking
out the porthole
of a ship
near Portsmouth
the place of your birth
where I hope to get
a glimpse
of you standing
at the shore …..   waving
vigorously
to get my attention
before I sail on by

Image & Words by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

white petals

bit by bit as I approach …..
I feel the gentle pull   ~
of the white petals
sprinkled delicately
along the sidewalk
beneath the flowering
pear trees
from where they had fallen
a captivating lure
like the saintly voice
that flows
from a mystical creature
known as   ~   siren
I am pulled
toward you
my dear
sweet friend
how I yearn
to once again
take our
leisurely strolls
down the streets
of where you live
in Chesapeake
while sipping a Bloody Mary
or when we were
out and about
the streets of Richmond
we visited the reality of Poe
and then watched
our football team
at that place called
Buffalo Wild Wings
and never
to be forgotten
our day near
the Elizabeth River’s edge
at Deep Creek
Portsmouth City Park
then later by the dock
as we peered
across the waters
to Norfolk ……

~   it is because of times
like these
is why I know
for sure
you are The Muse
for me
who inspires me
because of who you are
to be more than
I thought
I would ever be
whether standing with you
in front of
the Chesapeake
Water Tower
or far away from you
when I hear your voice
as the siren of mystical times
while standing
under the branches
of a flowered
pear tree
with its
white petals  ~  touching
my feet …..   being
forever pulled towards you

Image & Words by ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

inspired in – to creativity

blossoms begin on a crabapple tree
spring having its way …….  January
through April
are often
filled with periods
of melancholy   ~   especially April
don’t know why
always been that way
since my days of youth   ~
~   May brings relief …….   and like
the flowering trees and bushes
my creativity
starts to inhale
words with a thirst
to be energized
quenched
and then to exhale
the inspiration
only given by my muse …..   during
the time I spend with her
those carefree
moments in Virginia
as we walk and talk   ~   laugh
while doing
our thing ……   snapping pictures
of our surroundings
with our Smartphone cameras

well …..   if you think about it
what else
could
an artist
hope for   ~
but to be inspired
in – to creativity

see you soon my dear muse

blossoms begin on a crabapple tree
spring having its way …….

Image & Words by ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

one flower each day

I dream of sending you
my muse
one flower each day
from now to eternity
vibrant in color
to be planted
and nurtured by your hands
in what would become
this great garden
a beautiful sanctuary
for retreat and solace
where the energy of life
springs forth from the ground
to revitalize your spirit
your body finds
the healing it needs
and then the smile
that fills
your face
would make me
imagine all the more
this dream of sending you
my muse
one flower each day
from now to eternity
hopefully to become
for you and me
something
wonderful and real

Image & Words by   ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

with my muse ….

little did I know
as I looked quickly
at those colorful houses
along the coastline
of course in a hurry
to get where I was going
(visit someone you and I
love very much)
that someday…  I would
have this yearning
to return and explore
with you my muse  ~
what was there to be seen
and learn about
its majestic history
as we eagerly
travel down
Ocean View Ave
towards a beach
called Chick’s
where the locals
lay on the sand
get some sun
and cool off
while wading in
clear
shallow
waters
with breathtaking views
of the bridge
that leads to the tunnel
which it has been said
such fun
will work up
a hunger
only finding
satisfaction
at this restaurant
known for
a quarter century as   ~
Alexander’s On the Bay
you’ll get choices
on the menu galore
seafood…
steak
and more
a table lit by candle
next to the glow
of a fireplace

sound great   ~
ok then
some day
my dear sweet muse
I hope to spend
the day
here
with you ….

Image & Words   by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

Deep Creek to Albemarle Sound

This story poem is dedicated to my muse RLF and her mother Ginny.

as I stand on what is known as
Elizabeth’s Dock…..   just south of    ~
the Deep Creek Lock
a part of the Dismal Swamp Canal System
called by some in times past…. “The Ditches
my muse walks along the dock
behind me
at times struggling
to keep her balance
for reasons I won’t disclose
about her health
but her efforts inspire me
this little place    ~
she has honored me to visit
is the land of her roots
you see…..   Deep Creek
is where her mother
and her mother’s family are from

I now will help you
better understand
the backdrop
that frames the words
of this story poem
I emotively write……

Chesapeake Virginia 

on this day
as I look south towards
Albemarle Sound in North Carolina
I notice the weathered handrail
on the landside of the dock
the big nails used to hold it together
are like a directional pointer
to the historical information……
a really dismal era
of my country’s past
the tannic colored waters of the canal
symbolically stained
with the blood   ~
sweat
and tears
of my fellow humans
whose evil experience
if evil is a definition of the heavens
the wicked
and senseless defamation
imposed on our own species
to waller in the mud like pigs
up to their necks
to dig a so-called ditch
one scoop at a time
where such mud was not washed off
‘cause they had no blankets
to keep them warm at night
in the horrid Dismal Swamp
or to keep the elements off from them
as described later
by the slave and canal boat handler
Moses Grandy
in his “Narrative
Of the Life Of
Moses Grandy;
Late A Slave
In The
United States Of America
what a Man
a Hell of a Human Being
who was ripped off
lied to
whipped
watched wife and children
taken away
had to pay for his freedom
3 times……
before he was given it

such recollections
make my knees feel weak
make my stomach feel sick
I suddenly feel ashamed
for being human
and yet
the noble example
of the struggle of my muse
behind me
keeps me standing
instills a will in me
to keep going
have hope
in the human ability
of learning from our mistakes
to push on
for the future of our children
and their children’s children
regardless   ~
the color of their skin

let me stop here
I need to make something clear
about this place I stand
despite the melancholy
that surrounds its tannic
and dismal swamp past
that past
is no longer its present…..

because of those like my muse
which started with her mother
and her mother’s family
before her
I now see a beauty
beholden
to the positive outlook
of the onlooker
and a canal
that borders a swamp
called Dismal
I hope to travel
explore its full landscape
from Deep Creek to Albemarle Sound
the twists and turns
the ditch leading to lake Drummond
and its waters that feed the canal
learn more how the swamp
became part
of the Underground Railroad
when Robert Frost
aimlessly wandered it
‘cause he was heartbroken
over a woman
how it inspired
Edna Ferber to write Show Boat
by reliving the journey of   ~
the James Adams Floating Theater
back and forth
along the Dismal Swamp Canal

yes….   I want to do this all
with my muse some day
out of respect for her struggle
her mother
and her mother’s family
as well as those
my fellow humans
through blood  ~
sweat
and tears
who built its past
and whose efforts
have shaped its present

Image & Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

This story poem will be a part of the May edition that’s a collaboration by the 2015 Poetry Posse  – The Year of the Poet II published by Inner Child Press.  Buy your monthly copy Here: http://www.innerchildpress.com/the-year-of-the-poet.php

I see you as…..

being with you that day
my muse
in Deep Creek
while standing
in the parking lot
of the United Methodist Church
to snap a picture
capture this reminiscent
type image
of the old Intermediate School
across the street
where your mother
attended
when young
was for me
a spectacular moment
a true honor
an unforgettable experience
I will always hold close
within my heart
as dear…..

‘cause
for me
even though
I may seem
silly at times
such a simple act
through the lens
of my Smartphone camera
brought tribute
to a woman
who was
an essential part
this invaluable exemplar
this teacher
so to speak  ~  who helped shape
the very essence
the core character
that would
lay the foundation
inspire the spirit
of who I am today
way  ~  way back when
you and I
my muse
went to school
in another small place
similar to Deep Creek
called Freeland……

yes  ~  my muse
the same
woman
your mother
after not seeing her
for 38 years
cared to remember
when greeting me  ~
I used to have
long flowing
auburn colored
hair
and had not forgotten
my mother was
a beautiful woman…..

it is the magnificent her
that sparkles within you
blended with the lessons
you’ve been taught
while fervently participating
in the school of life  ~
is why in older years
I see you as
this spectacular being
who has
now become
my muse…….

Image & Words by ~Keith Alan Hamilton~