birthing change ~ I’m me

I’m nothing more
than me  ~  everyday
of common birth
and doing it my way
as only I could do it
the best I can  ~
freely
independently
~  distinctly
from all the rest
of my kind  ~
the humankind
maybe  ~
not in bodily form
but through
characteristics
reflecting my soul
the very essence
molding my being
into who I am
and what I’m yet
to be  ~  nothing
more than me

~ ~

~  do you see me
~  do you hear me
~  do you feel me
~  do you get me
as far as  ~
my contribution
to the mix of all else  ~

~ ~

if so or if not
whatever  ~
yes  ~  I can tell
I’m me  ~
a little different
from you
in spite of any
way of belief
or national stigma
breeding
social inhibition
packaging
my acts  ~  my living
conditions  ~
my ills
into some box
that’s deserving
of any scourge
labeled upon me  ~
I will go on
not as a victim
even if  ~  death
is prematurely
knocking at my door
~  I’ll live
~  I’ll contribute
~  I’ll die
like any human
~  I’ll matter
till the end
~  I was
’cause
that’s
the spirit
birthing change
~  I’m me

Words by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

smile

fuck that
I ain’t
gonna let
despair
define me
‘cause
I got
this thing
called
livin’ to do
before
darkness
really
sets in
I’m gonna
dance in
the light
until I can’t
no more
when a smile
has become
the only
thing
my face
does know
do you hear
that  ~
fuckin’
despair

“Today I told despair to fuck off with a smile.”

Words by ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

the light of imagination

a dark cloud
floating
about my head
wanting
to envelop
my spirit
with a gloom
so thick
and weighty  ~
my soul
would go limp
feel of no use
where purpose
has no reason
as if  ~
ludicrous
and beyond
any hope
from the light
of imagination
and yet  ~
this bleakness
has no
lasting
affect
upon
the fire  ~
the passion
sustaining
my heart  ~
fueling it
to burn
from hope
stoked with
the light
of imagination
not willing
to give way
make room for
a dark cloud
freely floating
about
my head

“The hope given from the light of imagination keeps that dark cloud with its gloom from freely floating about my head.”

Words by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

~ same old shit

same old shit
day after day
pure tedium
sunrise  ~
sunset
tide in  ~
tide out
recurrent
patterns
of process
everywhere
~  whatever
Pd ’s
favorite
expression
of mine
oh well
at least  ~
I’m alive
and kickin’
to the same
old rhythm
of life
rising again
and again
keepin’
that fuckin’
angel of death
on hold

~  same old shit
thank you

“Today, as with yesterday
one thing is for sure,
I’m alive and kickin’
to the rhythm of life
and the angel of death
can wait yet another day.”

Words by ~ Keith Alan Hamilton~

eureka ~ I’ve got it

oddly enough  ~  the empathy
which occurs
through the observance
of decomposition
manifests a reality
that rots away
any preconceived notion
progressively  ~  intelligently
enlightenment
slowly but surely
emerges from the decay

eureka  ~  I’ve got it

what appears to be…..
….. isn’t really forever

Image & Words by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

take the chance

if I don’t take the chance
recognize
this window
of opportunity
that’s materializing
before me
to transform myself
yes…. fly
like the butterfly
uninhibited
with the wind
today will only become
another yesterday
another day
I didn’t take that chance
to begin ~ become
who I possibly could be

Image & Words by ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

I wrote this poem after Jimmy came to me in the form of a butterfly while I was mowing the lawn a few weeks after he passed. His message to me was comfirmed later that night in a dream.

vast sea

these are days
drenched in a mood
of overcast
as far as
the mind can see
recovery
through healing
appears improbable
or at least
unforeseeable
in the near future
well  ~  so it seems
anyhow……
such a cloudy disposition
with the foreboding weight
of its shapes
displayed in contrast
across the mental
skyline
if given the time
will fade
into the horizon
…… then
the clear blue heaven
will inspire your spirit
your mood will be uplifted
and a smile on your face
will symbolize
this vast sea
the completeness
of your healing

Image & Words by ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

release…. the rain

life at times…… pours down
this torrent of grief
never ending
as it feels to those
who must undergo
the outpour of emotion
due to the loss
of a loved one

why  ~  why
the question
as sorrow runs
like water
from the storm
along the streets
littered
with
the ills
of days gone by

release…. the rain
let go of the pain
tears must flow
wash the spirit
so the soul
feels free
to live again

Image & Words by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

the meaning in life

that lingering sadness
‘cause of the loss
of a loved one
begins to lesson
when the grieving soul
once again
focuses
on what’s
right before them
seeing the beauty
the meaning in life
for even
the undesirable
like a unkempt yard
full of overgrown weeds
accentuated by
this little
but immaculate tree
at the height of its crest

Image & Words by  ~Keith Alan Hamilton~