~ mind games

fuckin’   ~   mind games
and I do hate them
~    and yet
people being people
gotta play them
why   ~
don’t
know for sure
some people
really do like getting
other people
all fucked up
just for kicks
I guess   ~
WTF   ~
whatever   ~
fuckin’
floats your boat
~    however,
me   ~
I ain’t gonna
play that game
~    MIND FUCKING
‘cause
I choose
not to allow another
to fuck
around
with
my mind
as if   ~
at the national
yo-yo games
being
pulled about
on the string
~    only for
the amusement
of a MIND FUCKER
willingly terrorizing
the minds of
~    unfortunate souls
more susceptible
to the ways of   ~
fuckin’   ~   mind games

peace out

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

lips of deceit

there are those
who outwardly act
like some actor
upon the stage
speaking as if
they are kind
and caring   ~   and yet
disguised as sheep
they are actually
fuckin’ wolves
lurking about
in unseen
places   ~   where
it’s freely
revealed
without trickery
the unsavory nature
condemning them
hopelessly
to a life untrue
for the lies they keep
enslaving them
outwardly to pretend
like some actor
upon the stage
acting as if
they are kind
and caring   ~   and yet
they really are not
having only   ~
lips of deceit

peace out

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

I’ve got this dream …. you’ll see

I’ve got this dream
you’ll see
a wanting
deep within me
always there
like a past life thingy
and yet put on hold
until the time
where it will
find fulfillment
but I do have
a great imagination

I want to sail
yep, at least
a 40’ Catamaran
all the way
from Boston, MA
to Leland, MI

this dream to me
seems possible
although
some think different
and I must admit
it is a little insane
to say the least
especially if
the waters rise
the weather
worsens
due to
climate change
as predicted
by science

I’d have to leave
Boston harbor
passing the ship
U.S. Constitution
sail around Nova Scotia
Cape Breton
once home to the
inventor named Bell
and if I had my wish
could pick
the day and time
the place
I would die
it would be
right off
the best kept secret
on the Cabot Trail
Meat Cove

then I’d go down
the well traveled
St. Lawrence Seaway
toward Quebec
and Montreal
and then it’s said
the best of sailors
have been tested
by the locks
full of tankers
and the canals
as well as,
the changing
weather of
lake Ontario
if you get past
Niagara Falls
near Buffalo, NY

let’s not forget
sailing across
lake Erie,
then north up
the Detroit river
past the
Rouge river
where my
schoolmate Jimmy
and I worked at
Ford Motor Company
a year and half ago
he passed away
oh how I miss him dearly
and I think of when
he lived in
Allen Park
the city
with one of my most
influential muses
as a poet
RLF
she now fights
the battle
against MS

as I sailed by
gently I’d wave
off in a distance
at the two houses
I owned
in Farmington
and Farmington Hills
homes where I lived
for about 15 years
with my ex-wife
and three children

after which
I’d sail on
into lake Huron
towards the thumb
past the land areas
in Michigan
and Canada
the country
my children’s ancestors
are from
on their mother’s side
of the family
how I miss
my in-laws
Papa G
and Mickey …..
my family has lived
in counties named
Saginaw
and
Midland
where my ex-wife
gave birth to our son
and Bay City
the town,
my best friend
in high school now lives
with his wife
the singer Madonna
was born there
who my girlfriend
went to high school with
back towards Pontiac
in Rochester

as I sailed on
turning to the west
I’d blow a gentle kiss
to my hometown
Freeland
still to this day
my mom and siblings
live nearby
my dad has passed away
I am so glad
him and I
worked things out
as father and son
in my forties
this is also a place
filled with memories
about classmates
old friends
with names like Alan
Larry
Donny
Bruce
Mike
my baseball team
Band of Brothers
and a Sister
I call Bertie
all I’ve stayed
in touch with
through the years
along with my 2nd family
the Pingel’s
love you tons
Mert and Fran
Linda and Dolly
including your
pain in the ass brother
I previously mentioned
and the daughter
of my dad’s best friend Ray
Susie …. my eternal sister
I love her dearly ~
boy do I remember
my childhood
sweetheart
CAM
the girl
that turned into
a beautiful woman
and mother
I will always love

eventually I’d reach
the windy
Straits of Mackinac
where thousands
of shipwrecks
boats both
big and small
have sunken to
a watery fate
deep down
at the water’s bottom
I’d sail under
Mighty Mac
that bridge my
iron-worker relatives
helped to construct
and where my cuz David
attends regularly
the iron-worker games

if that weren’t enough
the fun I’ve dream of
ahead
in lake Michigan
is about to being
along my way
to the east
I’d think inland
to Alanson
and the Crooked River
the place where
my father’s parents
owned a cottage
during my
childhood days
and what child
could ever forget
the drive-in there
with the polar bear
in the glass case
an the racing boats
flying down the river
the noise hurting my ears

suddenly
as I slip on by
the mouth of
Grand Traverse Bay
I’d see before me
the Leelanau Peninsula
and soon thereafter
the Leland Marina
my destination
ever since
I left Boston
awhile ago

instantly
my mouth waters
for white fish
15 year old scotch
down at
that place
my love and I
once ate
if still there
called the Cove
but first I’ll call
my loved ones
back in Mass
and tell them
I’ve finally made it
and I’ll fly home soon
’cause my muses in NYC
Regina
and KAP
flood back into my mind
as well as my publisher
and fellow artist
“just Bill” in Jersey
my activist friend Eberhardt
and the spirit
of my comrade Dino
my artist friend Andrew
in and around Baltimore
all calling me
back to action

but before then
I’ll call an old friend
in Traverse City
to help me celebrate
because, after all
I’ve got this dream
you’ll see

peace out

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

who I am ~ me

I am nothing but
a little portion
woven into
the magical
tapestry   ~
together
to comprise
all else   ~
I am nothing but
one of many   ~
many individuals
trying to know
themselves
while learning
to live
cooperatively
with other aspects
within the physical
whole system
of all else
called Nature   ~
I am nothing but
myself
at least
just enough
through my way
for all else
as well as   ~   you
to discern
and appreciate
who I am   ~   me

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

as you do

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as you do
doing what
you have to
making the best
~    of it
each day
that spirit
from afar
calls out to you    ~
walk with me
walk with me
~
only for
a moment   ~   yes
momentarily
leave behind
all else
to imagine
~    imagine
that place
full of hope
hope for
what’s beyond
~    beyond
the horizon
beneath
the clouds
~    and yet
there also
doing like
you have to
as you do
making the best
~    of it
each day

Words & Image by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

one wish

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If I could have
but one wish
~    it would be
to grant the gift
of suspending time
where for awhile
you would be freed
from your duty
~    so you
may
skip joyously
as the child
without burden
or worry
along the trail
full of memories
invoked by the senses
experiencing
the physical
~    land
~    air
~    water
and the fire of sun
shared by another
within the same realm
of appreciation
by your kindred spirit
~    although
not
the same
occasion   ~
that favorite place
away from it all
to walk
to dream
to relax
to just be    ~

~    even if
only a journey
from the once was
recalled fondly
to mind

Words & Image by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

I may choose ~

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I may choose   ~
to be
and remain
this insignificant
whomever
~    being
little more than
some offshoot
of futility
withering among
the quagmire
beholden
to the bland
and unnoticeable
land of forgotten
nourished
by ambiguity
and despoiled
with victim-hood
or
I may choose   ~
to be
and become
this significant
somebody
~    being
fully able
as the tree
sturdy
and forthright
along that winding
road of life
filled with
many shadows
those struggles
seeming so
mountainous
at times
and yet
I may choose   ~
refuse to give in
stand tall
being that example
for others to go on

Words & Image by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

as I stroll about

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as I stroll about
the well trodden path
within the tall grasses
covering the field
called life   ~
which at times
can become enveloped
with this pallor
a sort of   ~
sobering mood
that settles
like a veil
upon the landscape
of the mind
initiating
contemplation
very similar
to the breadth   ~
appearance
and feel
of the gray tinted
leafless trees   ~
quietly
standing
still
on
the approach of
a mountain slope
along the Glen Cove Trail
in Vail   ~   Colorado
held ever so tightly
by the spell of fall’s grip
and then   ~
my thoughts
come back to you
walking upon
a parallel path
filled in kind
with ups and downs
despite the sorrows
I am confident
the joy of life
will return   ~
once again
for you and me

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

friends forever

friends forever   ~
so easy to say
within the emotion
of the moment
~   and yet
not so easy
to sustain
why   ~
‘cause
if you let the shit
of life
that bullshit
get in the way
the stone walls
which fortify
the foundation
for which friendship
has strength
starts to topple
until the bond
the thing that holds   ~
it all together
disintegrates
into nothingness

~    well
that’s one
way
to handle it
I guess   ~

or   ~
you keep in mind
the why for   ~
the reason
for being friends
despite what others
may   ~   or may not do
‘cause sustaining
a friendship
Is the challenge
the reward
for tolerance
for patience
the kindness
of acceptance
that leads to
the graciousness
embodying forgiveness
and a friendship
which lasts
~    forever
no bullshit

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

the struggle

Tired I am
trying to be all I can be
Struggle and fight the odds
I’ll show them
Yeah right
sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it all
Beyond my delusions
who really cares what I do
All seem busy just living their lives each day
Never noticing my efforts
my cause, my vision

Damn it all
I say to my pathetic self
Think about it
who really listens to your bitching ways
up to me to live proactively and to bring change
I must cherish the moment and live fully
Appreciate life’s struggle
therein lies the key
Not the end that really matters
but it’s all in the journey

When it comes to that journey called life, fully enjoy the dance before the music comes to an end.

peace out

Words by    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~

Dedicated to my muse  –  KAP