{"id":2474,"date":"2016-04-02T15:47:49","date_gmt":"2016-04-02T15:47:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/?p=2474"},"modified":"2016-04-23T10:47:11","modified_gmt":"2016-04-23T10:47:11","slug":"a-voice-within-whispers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/?p=2474","title":{"rendered":"a voice within whispers"},"content":{"rendered":"

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lethargic
\nand sloth like
\nis how
\nMY
\nABNORMALITIES
\nNORMALITY
\nmakes me feel
\nyes \u00a0…. \u00a0 carrying
\nthe weight of my
\nindisposition
\ncan become so tiring
\na voice within
\nwhispers
\nthe option
\n“give up \u00a0….<\/em>
\n RIP forevermore<\/em>
\n bring the torment<\/em>
\n the trials and tribulations<\/em>
\n of the deep dark pit<\/em>
\n to an end<\/em>”<\/p>\n

now don’t get freaky
\non me people
\n’cause I bring this
\nto light
\nout of the darkness
\nso my struggle
\nmy way of coping
\nas a functional
\nand productive
\nevery day
\nhuman being
\nin society
\neven though
\nI’m a depressive \u00a0 ~
\nI’m just offering here
\na method
\nthat may be of benefit
\nto those similar
\nto me …..<\/p>\n

I’m a survivor
\n’cause I’ve
\nlearned to accept
\nthis kind of voice
\ngoing on
\nin my mind
\nas part of
\nthe normal process
\nof me being me
\nMY
\nABNORMALITIES
\nNORMALITY
\nregardless what others
\nmay or may not think
\nas the balloon is let go
\nby the little boy
\nto aimlessly
\ndrift in the sky
\nI have let go of
\nthe socially embedded
\npredisposition
\nand inhibition
\nthat emerges guilt \u00a0 ~
\ninstills shame
\nand I just let
\nthe notion
\nthe option of
\nlife’s end
\nfloat around
\nand around
\nin my head
\nas the normal
\nminutia
\nplain old
\nthought stuff
\nnot overly
\nfocused on …..<\/p>\n

I let it be in peace
\nas nothing more
\nnor nothing less<\/p>\n

peace out<\/p>\n

Image & Words by \u00a0~Keith Alan Hamilton~<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

lethargic and sloth like is how MY ABNORMALITIES NORMALITY makes me feel yes \u00a0…. \u00a0 carrying the weight of my indisposition can become so tiring a voice within whispers the option “give up \u00a0…. RIP forevermore bring the torment the trials and tribulations of the deep dark pit to an end” now don’t get freaky … Continue reading “a voice within whispers”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[36],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2474","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-myabnormalitiesnormality"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2474","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2474"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2474\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2512,"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2474\/revisions\/2512"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2474"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2474"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.keithalanhamilton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2474"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}