composing something,
\nputting it into words
\nexpressing my thoughts
\nfor others to read
\nabout my life
\nas a mystic,
\nis not always easy
\neven though,
\nI\u2019m a regular
\neveryday kind of guy
\nwho functions well
\nlike everyone else
\nwhile living along
\nwith other life
\nand non-life
\nin a physical reality
\ncalled \u00a0 ~ \u00a0 Nature
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0whatever I write
\nno matter if,
\na quote,
\npoetry or prose
\nit\u2019s origin
\nis cognitively
\nan emergent
\nactivity of mind
\nthat spirit \u00a0 ~ \u00a0 symbolically,
\nreferred to as
\nthe breath of life
\nas theorized
\nautopoeitically
\nby Humberto Maturana,
\nFrancisco Varela
\nand later Fritjof Capra
\nas something
\ngoing on,
\ninside my body
\nthrough which
\nthose words
\ndelivered through
\nmy type of style,
\ncharacteristically
\nare all birthed from
\nwithin the process
\nof my thinking \u00a0 ~
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0and yet,
\nfor me at least
\nas a poet\/writer
\nfully knowing,
\nI can only speak for myself
\nas to my lived experience
\nas a mystic,
\nits embodiment
\nis that of
\nan empathic felt sense,
\nthat seems as if to be
\nintuitively and emotively
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0psychic
\nsomehow so,
\n\u2018cause of my being
\nable to tap into the realm
\nof the archetypical
\nspoke of by Carl Jung
\nall that information
\nstored in Nature\u2019s energy
\nof which Edgar Cayce
\ncalled the \u201cakashic records\u201d
\na reservoir for thoughts
\nor \u201ccollective consciousness\u201d<\/p>\n
~ \u00a0 \u00a0for me at times
\nthis process
\nliving the light
\nof this
\ncosmic high
\nif becoming
\nunbalanced
\ncan be both
\nmentally
\nand physically
\nexhausting
\nforcing me
\nto retreat
\ninto the depths
\nencompassing
\nthe dark pit
\nall to familiar
\nto us like,
\nEdgar Allan Poe \u00a0 ~<\/p>\n
~ \u00a0 \u00a0let me clarify
\nfor example
\nthe year was 2002
\nand I,
\nyes me,
\ngot it in my head
\nthat thing residing
\nbetween
\nmy shoulders,
\nto leave my career
\nwhy \u00a0 ~
\nso I,
\ncould write full-time
\nand what a trip it was,
\nlike a Timothy Leary
\nexperiment,
\nwith LSD
\nsuddenly being freed
\naccording to my thinking
\nof my inhibitions
\nby way of me
\nbeing totally
\nimmersed
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a024\/7
\nwithin my thoughts
\nwriting quotes,
\npoetry and prose
\nwith
\nall
\nbrain circuits
\nfull speed ahead
\nfiring as bright
\nas a white dwarf
\npulsating like some
\nelectromagnetic field
\nholding all matter together
\nwhile appearing
\nable to jump
\nthrough the vortex
\ninto the parallel universe
\nthat David Ike
\nand Robert Anton Wilson
\nspeak of,
\nthe space continuum
\nwhere ET dwells
\nI,
\nexplored
\nthe enfolds and unfolds
\nof the holomovement
\nphysical reality\u2019s
\nimplicate
\nand explicate order
\nas explained
\nby David Bohm
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0I flew high
\nday in and day out
\nas if I was an eagle
\nsoaring in the wind
\namidst the
\nmountain tops
\nvicariously being myself
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0until I,
\ncrashed
\ndown
\ninto the
\n\u201cvalley of
\nthe shadow
\nof death\u201d
\nas mentioned in the
\nTwenty-third Psalm
\nwhere the ghost
\nof Ernst Hemmingway
\nand his fate
\nflashed before my eyes
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0eventually,
\nI,
\ncrawled out of the darkness
\nand back into the light
\nwhere I more fully realized
\nnow understood,
\nafter a year of living
\nthis sobering reality
\nI,
\nme,
\nbeing alone
\nwith me
\nwallowing within
\nthe sweet melancholy
\nof my thoughts
\nwriting endlessly
\nthought after thought
\nword after word
\nwasn\u2019t really,
\nreally
\nthe best thing
\nfor me to do
\nthe healthiest way
\nto fulfill the aspirations
\nwithin the expectations
\nof my journey into words
\n~ \u00a0 \u00a0so I,
\nthrough a process of
\nintelligent progression
\nwithin my lived experience,
\nnow write only part-time
\nwhile going back
\nto work full-time
\nso I,
\nfor a little while
\na few hours in the day
\nthrough distraction
\ncan get away
\nyes \u00a0 ~ \u00a0 take a break
\nfind some relief<\/p>\n
~ ~<\/p>\n
from me
\nand my thoughts<\/p>\n
peace out<\/p>\n
Words by \u00a0 ~Keith Alan Hamilton~<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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