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Process of Love
lessons learned so far

process of love
powerful the emotion

powerful the emotion within love to motivate
even those being meek to be strong
love of parent for child appears far greater
and effectual than laws upon the people
feelings and felts embedded in love’s process
can at times be confusing and misleading
many the heart has been led astray by love's lure
corrupting the nobility within a mind
when giving or receiving the gifts of love
some have given way more than they received
and this emotion within love can lower the tough
the shrewd and the powerful to humility

oh Nature, as a mystic sojourner within the process of love
who has often felt the emotion of love’s power, I beseech thee
can love’s whole dimensionality become more fully known

where we are more able to discern how much of the love
to give or not give, to receive or not receive as to each other
how wise, how essential love’s emotion in Nature will then be
especially, if love’s full effect becomes more beneficial to all

loving a sensitive
not easy

loving a sensitive really not that easy
a special person it takes to understand
my emotional highs and lows are rough
even hard for me at times the empathic
another putting up with me seems silly

every so often someone comes along
alluring me into thinking this is the one
they give their best but run out of gas
after they thought they would fix me
each time I swear never to love again

being empathic an unusual mystical path
only if psychically I’d never fly high again
how easy then to let love’s call pass on by
but my psychic disposition holds out hope
why wouldn’t someone love me this way

out in the world many undergo far worse
therefore I’m not crying out to get pity
I know I'll get beyond this lost love again
still my empathic pain from lost love hurts
and my heighten sensitivity doesn't help

love phases

Start together
Stroll along
Rhythm broken
Suddenly gone

Back together
Stroll along
Rhythm breaks
Hold on

Stay together
Stroll along
Rhythm unbroken
Never gone

lovemaking

lovemaking, the art form
comic dance of mutual consent
sharing a special moment as one
culminating in orgasmic bliss
time stands still, fully alive

said goodbye before

you’ve said goodbye before
so what, nothing new or unusual
like banter adrift in the wind
your words, so flippantly given
beholden no girth or value
same old emotional crap
you’ve said goodbye to hurt
conjuring a torment between us
as if to brew some toxic elixir
you’re just being standoffish
vanity has plagued reason
who cares, I’ll live and go on

puppet in love

I gave you a bracelet
as a token of my love
you took it and left me
standing there all alone
what chance did I have
absolutely none I guess
me that puppet in love
conveniently manipulated
by your counterfeit love

goodbye my love

never will you convince me
I caused all your unhappiness
and you are now happy
because you're free from me

never will you convince me
my intentions weren't honorable
and even if you had loved me
you'd say it couldn't have lasted

never will you convince me
my hurt and pain is not justified
and we’re just some mistake
know my heart feels otherwise

never will you convince me
yet I’ll have too accept
not loving me was your choice
and loving you is all mine

goodbye my love

illusion can’t love me

within my delusion lives love beyond known imagination
blinded by the majesty of it all reality had slipped far away
forging on, although comprehension gone dreams were created
rude the awakening, suddenly expectation quickly dissolved
in fallacy ignorance reigns, perhaps an illusion can’t love me

fulfillment in love

fulfillment in love
inherently driven
based upon need
as well as desire
feeling not whole
something lacking
companionship
lasting devotion
moral support
sexual climax
and reproduction

nonetheless

fulfillment in love
marred by neediness
over-dependency
inflated expectation
fostering discontent
internal resentment
void of forgiveness
anxious to blame
feelings of judgment
dissatisfaction
and unfulfilled love

the love

many the times lovers come together
saying they’ll love each other forever
vowing to the love as an open symbol
afterward toil and pain hurts the love
the love gets torn apart to start again

growing weary with the love escapade
how many chances to get the love right
might this be the last time for the love
may living for the love be passing away

so is the love thing worth all the struggle
being steadfast in making the love work
then bringing the love pursuit to its end
never to let go of the love once its had

you believe me now

did you give me your heart
I don’t really feel like you did
didn’t want to lose my love and
yet you quickly turned me away
I was supposed to be the one
the one you dreamed about
you looked into to my eyes and
felt happiness, said you loved me
do you remember my words, how
I felt about you, giving you my heart
as if you owned it, I just wanted to
be there, share with you my life
I knew you were the one, being
the one I waited for, it’s true
I would have listened to you
talked to you and held you close
if you would have asked, I, yes me
would have said I will, I will, I will
gave you my all, yes all of me
forever, if you wanted me too
so will you, you believe me now
because me, I’m missing you

what is or to have been

so much time has passed away
too much history to overcome
way to many obstacles, and yes
you and me, we’ve lived, very
very different lives since then
when our chance slipped on by

can’t turn it all back now, gone
not to be the way it could have
or should have been, you and me
loving each other as no one else
sharing our hopes and dreams
building a life together, our way

being sorry or hurt won’t matter
hoping for what’s not, pointless
won’t help to change anything
still, our love was not a waste
as if to be lost without meaning
or be remembered or nurtured

we can love from afar, waiting
until our chance to meet alone
share what moments we have
enjoying the best we can, love
lived void of having judgment
despite what is or to have been

the real love thing

the real love thing
what the heck is it anyhow
is it to be had by all, where
gotta be more than a feeling
some matter of the heart
advise about it the plenty
opinions galore, everywhere
many the kinds of love
similar for some
as well as different
seems so confusing at times
damn-it-all, who knows for sure
well to me, after much thought
after all said and done
ridding love of the obstacles
trimming it bare to the bone
getting down to its core
where excuses are gone
at the end of the day
the real love thing
always tends to go on

I did love

loved a few but not many
underwent the broken heart
was not what they wanted
and yet the one lacking, me
got beyond being dumped
because of not having guilt

without any doubt, I did love

forever seems like forever

oh my love I have to ask
when will we be together
if its our destiny I must ask
how long should I wait
forever seems like forever
it feels like to me as never
as not at all it does seem
am I just wasting my time
hoping for something
a love that won’t happen
ok then, I’ll stay away and
you'll have to decide how long

I knew, I'd love you

way long ago the day we met
before we knew what love was
love for you was felt in my heart
with the passing of time, I know
I knew, I’d love you back then

in love

being in love
heartfelt hope
not mutually sure
love felt varies
often dwindles
getting lost
done and over
wasn’t real
wasn’t true
only for awhile
bringing about
the hurt
the guilt
the reality
then too relief
letting go
moving on
and yet
scars remain
love not void
freed of blame
or its liability

know better how to love

you had me, I was there, although
you let me go without trying at all
you lost our chance to be together
you threw away my love for you
you brought me to my knees and
you hurt me beyond my depiction

I was hurt and belittled, you know
I felt so betrayed and used by you
I went away puzzled and humbled
I went on with my heart torn apart
I faltered for awhile but I did heal
I got past feeling in love with you

you and I seemed meant to be, but
you and I weren’t destined to last
you and I felt our love another way
you and I wanted something else
you and I a lesson learned, at best
you and I know better how to love

apparently all for a love

even though you discarded my love
treated me badly and hurt me dearly
oh so long ago, you’re still in my head
haunting me in my dreams, as if never
fully pardoning me from your memory
despite you not wanting me to be yours
you hold me, as a captive to imagery
imprisoned in a symbolic nightmare
nightly arousing feelings and old felts
emotively draining to my mind’s soul
apparently all for a love, yes the love
my love so long ago, once had for you

love lessons

love in the past so different
seemingly all desire and lust
ignited through infatuation
satisfying the wanted need

I gave more than I received
me a giver and not the taker
naively loving so much more
at least the way I saw it then

my lessons in life about love
not fully appreciated by me
took time to see and feel it
didn’t get it until love came

love didn’t ask for servitude
or attempt to possess my soul
to mold me into what I’m not
just use me to fulfill a fantasy

surprisingly I found love kind
being interested in me as me
supple and tolerate to my way
giving time and space to grow

of course I gave back this love
lovingly giving what was given
without the feeling I’ll be used
or worry, not enough was given

way back when

way back when
oh so, so long ago
before all the rest
it was me, just me
who loved only you
for no other reason
but you being you
how simple, yet true
me, yes me loving you

despite what’s happen
I still love you the same
each and every moment
day after day after day
nothing will change
my love, my love
yes my love for you
before all the rest
oh so, so long ago
way back when

loved in return

love another, yes I really have without
question or doubt, I knew it to be, I felt
love deeply from the heart of my soul
and yet, another loving me the same, I
never knew or felt being loved in return
nor did I realize being loved when it came
finally, after awhile love was there, real
giving back to me as much as I gave it
sweet and tender, caring and kind, love
understanding, letting me be just me
accepting my character, taking in stride
my highs and lows, as well as my oddity
I was loved, and now I’m not only in love
giving it my best, I’m also loved in return

love for another

more to life than just love, I mean
being in a relationship with another
taken me awhile to appreciate that
loving someone ain’t the standard
nor the end all for living a life, see
life not just loving, mating and family
why do these things have to be some
ultimate measure of self-worth, well
listen, life doesn’t gotta be that way
fulfillment in life not dependent on
the love thing, maybe the sex thing
understood we have to procreate
yet, the sex thing not so about love
it’s about survival through attraction
right, add a little infatuation and bam
you got a family to occupy your time
now too busy to reflect on self-growth
gettin’ a hobby, be all that you can be
discover your potential, all lost within
caring for others, consumed by the love
thing, ain’t doin’ another grand, only
if it’s a choice, not some horny mistake
all paying the price of sex through time
pretending to be in love for the rest
for the family, for the priest, for one’s
self-image, whatever, what the scam
more to life than just the love thing
I mean, as far as a relationship with
another, learn about self and living
before a façade of love confuses you
only to emotively possess your soul
falsely based on a standard not true
learn to love yourself first and maybe
love for another will be like the topping
of a life fully lived in the course of time

oh my beautiful

oh my beautiful, good morning
you’re a delight to see before me
been working way to hard of late
it’s great to see your pretty face
making me feel like I’m wanted
someone so special in your life
please know that I love you most
so easy to put you first in my life
you are my lover and best friend
how fabulous you are to my eyes
like a breath of fresh air in me
rejuvenating me to go on and on

I knew when

I knew when your eyes lit up, while
seeing whales breach simultaneously
I was going to more than just love you
my heartstrings twanged like strings
on a guitar because you care beyond
a relationship with someone like me
you have a heartfelt concern for others
making me care even more for you
way, way more than the feeling of love
as my best friend as well, since I truly like
who you are, along with finding you sexy
so beautiful, your soul is what I adore
your spirit makes me weak in my knees
even if I’m simply standing next to you
no matter if we’re alone or just hanging
with friends, I’m honored to be with you
every second you and I share together
I feel loved, befriended and appreciated
giving me the assurance I can trust you
I can be me without putting on an act
as I have no problem with you being you
so because of who you are, I’ll be there
with you through thick and thin and too
I’ll be there to the very end, letting you
know how truly loved you are by me
that lucky one, who was loved by you

onward and forward

she was there, nearby as a goddess on that day
strutting her stuff before all, oh so confidently
as if nothing could bother her or hold her back
onward and forward, the world was all her own
as I wondered, if I would be a part of her quest
or I’d be as a brief remembrance along her way

overtime as it came to be, I became a memory
and as that country singer Kenny Chesney says
yep, "I'm better as a memory than as your man"
because I need someone who loves me for me
not me being a part of a love for someone else
onward and forward, the world is also my own

I don’t need anyone

I don’t need anyone to love
only be loved and I’ll love
I don’t need anyone to care
simply care and I’ll care
I don’t need anyone as a friend
just a friend and I’ll be a friend
I don’t need anyone to stay
merely stay and I’ll stay

I don’t need anyone
and yet be someone to me
I’ll be someone to you
with no need for anyone else

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